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Hello everyone, I spent Wednesday and Thursday in the hospital. On Thursday they performed an operation on me that put me in an insane pain, then just left me to rot in the hospital bed. I got sent home a few hours later. I got perscribed OxyContin, and its not really doing much of anything. I'm stuck at home yet again wiggling around like a helpless little worm. The only things that really helped my pain were the morphine and hydromorphone I got at the hospital. Hopefully I feel better and can do things again soon. Right now things kind of suck.
Hey all, rat here. I'm currently dealing with a shitty physical condition that has had me bedridden for the past few days. I've been perscribed pain relief pills, but am still in a ton of pain. Right now I don't really have the energy to do more than just lurk around. I should be back to normal in ~two weeks, maybe less. I've tried drawing to pass the time but my hands are too shaky.
I'm now a part of the neo-neighborhoods team! Right now I'm helping to clean up the site's links and fix any spelling errors, but in the future I'll be working on events and awards and such under the 'Content Manager' title. A special thanks goes to Bill of billsworld for doing all of the actual work.
If you dont know what neo-neighborhoods is, its a collection of 38 internet neighborhoods, with each neighborhood focusing on a specific topic or interest. Anybody can join any neighborhood they want, and its all for free. Its a great way to find people with similar interests, or just discover new sites. If you've got a website, you should check this shit out!
Here is a video detailing how you can join. Its basically just filling out a small form.
There has been a song stuck in my head for ~16 years. A song released on May 17th, 2004. Me being born in 2002, I was probably either one or two years old when I heard it on the radio, in the backseat of my mom's car. My entire life, I've never known whether or not I just made this memory up, and I've finally heard the song again. Its very real and its Light Blue Movers by Zero 7. Holy shit.
I am now officially a resident of the South Beach neighborhood, on the neo-neighborhoods website!
the application process was super simple and theres a neighborhood for everyone! Check that shit out!
The website is finally getting its makeover! I've been meaning to do this since January, and have finally come up with a design I like. Currently the blog page you're on right now and the art page are the only updated pages. I'll probably have applied the whole fresh coat of paint by tonight.
Also, nobody asked for it, but I tweaked the creative commons button for my site to be a little prettier and less crusty. Here it is:
This has been a pretty good week for me. I was able to get off my industrial-grade-bitch-sedetives and have a lot more energy while doing school online. I've also been drawing A LOT more, even if most of it is just doodling. I'm finding I can really enjoy the things I used to now that I'm (mostly) off my crazy medicine. I need to gradually descrease the dosage of one of them to prevent withdrawl, but all the rest I've kicked. Modern medicine is beautiful, but holy shit was I on the wrong pills for too long.
I'm optimistic about being hired, I'm going to apply to a family-owned grocery store local to me, we'll see how that turns out. Currently, I'm primarily focusing on graduating this year. Thats about it. Feeling better. Much love. Mwah!
I think I've finally found an art style that I'm happy with, at least for now. Its much easier, and makes art more fun. You can check out my lazy artwork on the art page of this site. If you've got a character you'd like me to draw, comment on my NeoCities profile, I'm always looking for cool stuff to sketch!
Also, I recently commissioned the incredibly talented b3amoor3 on instagram. I commissioned a gift for my friends, and they loved it! This artist is awesome and I would reccomend supporting them! If you're on instagram, give 'em a follow.
sorry for not posting or updating the site like i said i would. depressions a bitch! im going to a job fair tomorrow, hopefully i'll be employed soon.
time has been moving so quickly i cant believe january is almost over
Congratulations to Neocities and its users for actually keeping me interested in something for one whole month! I love the community here so much and really enjoy reading through everyone's awesome websites. I love it here. I love the creativity, I love the individuality, and I appreciate the passion projects I find on this website. Coming up with my own place on the web, though it may be barren and insignificant, it has motivated me to cook more, write more, learn web development, and spend time doing things I love in the depressing times of covid.
If you have not already, be sure to check out the sites I have displayed on my homepage, they absolutely fill me with life and inspiration.
Added an 'etcetera' page to the site. I tried to narrow down my interests for the sake of site navigation, but I've got some things I'd like to post that don't fit into any of the established catergories. Also, the site is offically 4:3 monitor friendly, as well as lower reolution friendly. If you experience any problems comment on my Neocities profile telling me what isn't working.
I appologize for the venting in the provious post, we should all stay optimistic in the new year. An internet stranger wished me well after seeing my post and even though it was a simple gesture it honestly warmed my heart. This internet stranger is neocities user futureperfect. They post some cool music that I am currently listening to on bandcamp here. Thank you futureperfect, shoutouts to futureperfect. Be nice to eachother today!
Today I am officially drained of all my savings. The money I've saved for the past four years of work is all gone. I'm sleeping more and more, and eating less. Coronavirus is a bitch.... somebody please respond to my application.... I need to get out of this house!
Just about everything on this site was made by me, from scratch, and is available for you to freely use for whatever you want. When the site's makover is complete, I will post the source for everything in the tech page so you can use my html and css as a base for your site if you'd like to do such a thing.
How did y'all start 2021? I went outside to take some pictures of the fireworks, slipped in the mud, fell into the road, got a big bloody scrape down my arm, and smashed my camera on the way down. It can only get better!
Still not finished updating the site's layout, might scrap that whole thing.
I've set up an email for this site! My address is email@example.com. I am aware that protonmail is a meme but its been the most consistently functional email I've ever tried. email me anything (excluding horrible shit)! I'd love to hear from anyone that stumbles upon my site. Tell me about how the text is too small on your phone, tell me I'm an ugly n00b, or tell me about your dog! I need to know!
Working on making the site more mobile friendly, as well as more 4:3 friendly since some of y'all love those crt monitors.
Got left over candy canes? If you're a fucking asshole who puts sweet things in their coffee like me, put them in a food processor and sprinkle some bits into your coffee!
I'm thinking about learning blender. I don't have any experience with 3d models, but theres a couple things I'd like to see if I can make. If I make anything, I'll be sure to post it on the art page.
Erin Clarke, fact, fraud?
Question best answered by god.
Don't have the answers
I've been wanting to start eating more healthy and elaborate meals for a while now. I think today was the day I started acting on that want. I went to the doctor a few days ago, got weighed, and what the scale showed made me think about the garbage I sometimes eat. I haven't eaten fast food in recent memory, but today is the day I stop eating at those types of places. Fast food restaurants are super expensive and super unhealthy. If I want something unhealthy, I'll go to my favorite local pizza place.
Cooking is fun! I just suck at it, but thats not a good excuse to not learn. I want to learn to cook my own food and start eating three meals a day. Currently, I'm usually only eating breakfast (scrambled eggs) and a few snacks throughout the day. I'm going to document everything I cook on on the 'food' page. Tonight I made vegetarian tacos. Check it out and get a link to the recipe!